ShaeLovely

Look at you. Pushing and pulling on that web you're trapped in. Trying as hard as you can to get out. Your resistance of him is futile. There are a few ways this could go. You could die of exhaustion. Or he could just suck the life out of you right now. Carefully and slowly. He wants you to know he is in control. You were given so many chances. And once again, you have failed. Sadly, this was your last mistake to be made. So go ahead, keep attempting to claw your way out. I'll tell you now, you might as well give up. See how he's watching you? Laughing at your misfortune. Taking mental notes on how easily you fall for

Darkness is a long way off. I feel it in the distance, but I am nowhere near where it sleeps. Sunny days and happy faces keep me going toward the light. Dances with the devil are not a thing I am accustomed to. Not an act I want to be familiar with. I already feel so lost. Delivered from these shadows is what I would like. Freedom from the memories. Even caged birds have a reason to sing. Distance needs to be kept between me and the lingering black hole. Once I fall in, there is no telling which way is up. No way in hell I could survive that tumble. Depression, lead me not into your sad yet comforting arms. Leave thoughts of

There are so many words on the tip of my tongue. They are clawing at my lips, hoping I will open my mouth so they can be released and the world will finally know what I am thinking. I have been holding myself back. Things are not looking good for me. My face is turning a horrible color and I am bound to let these words slip out by mistake. I am so bad at keeping realizations to myself. These are words I can not bear to swallow. The best thing I could do is let them free. They will float out of my sore mouth and get carried away into the wind. No one has to hear them; that is not what I am going for. They just need to be said.

Our hearts cry out in pain as we interlock our fingers. For they know that this moment will be short lived. We are tip toeing around the inevitable truth. Soon, you and I will be separated for miles and miles. Those beautiful eyes of yours well with tears but you do not let them run down your cheeks. Instead you shut your eyes and push them back into the dark. We give each other kisses as we let the wind take away our sadness. With the sun beating down on our fragile bodies, we lay in the soft grass and whisper "I love you" over and over until we lose our voices. But that is alright with us, because what more do we need to say? Our i

She fell into love without a way to escape it. It completely caught her off guard. Prepared for it she was not. And as she was falling, she tried to grab hold of the walls around her; those walls she put up herself. But these walls just started to crumble beneath her fingers. She was afraid for her life. Giving herself up to some foreign thing was not what she had in mind. But the weight of love pulled her down until it covered her whole being. This love got inside of her and consumed her soul. She fought her way through this love. Slaying her insecurities and doubts with a confident stride. Making sure the end result would be well

So this is what it has come to. You and I standing in front of this huge mountain. We have made it over hills and valleys before. But this is something more. Our lives depend on us making it to the other side. If we fail, there is no going back. We will lose each other. And the lives we lived will be over. I can see you faltering; tripping on your way to the top. You are losing faith. Please do not give up on us and all that we could be. I still see the love in your eyes, but I also see the hope fading away. I am running out of things to say that will keep you moving up, over and down this beast of a mountain. I can only say I lo

I have done it again. I am caught between my feelings for you and my good judgement. I know what is best, I assure you. But what is best is not what I want. I have become too attached to you. You say the right things and you have the right moves. I can not get you out of my head. You give me so much and I shine in your presence. I am in love with you. But there is a big problem that comes from this realization. The one you are with loves you too. And I am sure she would not like what we are doing. Although all we share are sweet, loving words, Those words come with deeper meanings. Meaning she would not be able to unders

I thought looking into your eyes would give me hope. All it gave me was heartache. I believed I would find what I was looking for in them. But I just fell deeper into my confusion. I'm not sure what I was even expecting. I guess I just wanted some answers. I think I wanted to know which way I should go. I probably would have thrived from the things you could have revealed. But you don't have what I want. You never did. I was just too lonely to care.

I don't think we as people realize just how insignificant we really are. The universe is soooo vast. We're just a speck on the radar. Essentially, we don't even have control over our own lives. We may think we do, but we're mistaken. At any moment in time, something could happen and your life could be over. :Poof: Just like that. And what will you have to show for it? I'm not saying we shouldn't LIVE because we'll be dead one day and no one will care. That's not what I mean at all. I truly believe that we should live every moment as if it were our last. Live everyday as if you won't see tomorrow. Take hold of your life and LIVE. I'm j